It been over a year

Well it has been over a year and I am still out of work. I have finished all of my classes and now have a few extra certificates. I really don't like Michigan very much, nothing has gone right yet. I like being with my parents, but the lack of work and money is really getting hard to deal with. I really try to keep myself in the right frame of mind, but it is getting really hard. This was not what I had planned for myself at this point in my life. I really need to be working and I really need to be around people I know. We went to met up with our friends that moved around the same time we did. They moved to Buffalo New York, both of there families are there and they grew up there. They had a house built and we went to check it out along with going to see Niagura Falls. It was a great trip and we were able to relax and let our minds wonder. I was so relaxed while we were gone. But once we were on our way home, the feeling of being a failure was back. I start a two week temp job tomorrow. Besides that I have done nothing. I haven't written because there is nothing to talk about, there is nothing going on. Everything that has happened has been bad. I would really like to see something go right for once. When we got here my car was in the shop twice and I had to get a new engine. Then my lack of employment. Then we had trouble with the ice and Brad not being able to open his car doors. Then my lack of employment. Then I only got six months of unemployment. Also my lack of a job. We did get the basement done, but I can't pay my brother the monthly payments, because of. Yes, lack of a job. Anyway even trying to use an old gill my brother gave us backed fired. We went and got new stuff for it to the tune of about $70.00 and now the thing won't light. So until I have something good to talk about. I am going to just keep my fingers crossed and pray for some good luck. Anyone out there that could do the same would be great.